Your post got me.. We married as just kids (18), gradeschool is when I lost my mind over her. Still have, over 40 years married. She's a beauty and heart of gold.. She is the reason I am typing this, for the second time. Last time (last April) we were listening to a 5.1 anniversary Jethro Tull set she had got me as a gift. I had no idea. It shipped all the way from the UK. Songs from the wood anniversary book set. I got up from sitting rt next to her to pull the blinds down (light gets to me since the first one.) and I turned and couldn't talk or look to my right.....worse from there, I can't remember. Worst of all, is I scared her so much. I never wanted her to go through that...again. She is and always has been my little angel. I want you to know that I truly hope things go as best as possible. Not super religious, but a heartfelt God Bless to you both.